Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Frostforst
Jaegersborg (DK)
Gefroren das Moor
Gefroren die Bäume
Erstarrt im Wintertanz, den der Wind wimmernd in sie schnitt
Blattlos
Fruchtlos
Unter dem Eis
Unter den Blättern
schlummern die Geister mit offenen Augen
In leeren Höhlen
lauschen im Wintertraum
Der Erde Herz
Wie es schlägt
Langsam
Unaufhaltsam
Frost ist Klinge dem Winterwind
Mensch des Menschen Freude
Und Verderben
Krone ist Zierde dem Mächtigen
Wenn Gevatter Frost regiert
Betäubt er die Welt
Und nur in den Augen der Wachen
Ruht das Versprechen der Sonne
Die ihn einst wieder töten wird
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Friday, January 20, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Friday, January 13, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
EUZEN - Judged By
This is the official MUSIC VIDEO for "Judged By" by the Danish/Norwegian band EUZEN from album "Sequel". The Video is directed by Morten Rygaard, and filmed in Denmark, Sweden and Germany winter 2011 Enjoy :)
Monday, January 9, 2012
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
new yr
Sitting in a dark room, thinking of making the greatest decisions was never this easy. I have put up with so much of issues in the past, hoping I would not have to go through it in 2012, but it seems, I am always surrounded by negativity. There was a time, where negativity helped me grow as an individual but, it came to a breaking point where I can no longer handle it and it has somewhat consumed me.
Should I make that change to make others happy, or should I make that decision that would make me happy? I am sick and tired of pain being represented in many forms, in the forms which I wished it did not. To be very honest, I am afraid to stand up for myself now. I feel weak and scared and living in constant fear and threats that would harm me and my life as I go by...
There was never a day which I never wished that things would get better, but I realized, it was only a wishful thinking. Nothing great is going to come out of it, especially when I am accused over and over and over for something I did not even commit. Yes, we all do mistakes. We are only humans, and humans do err. Life is very demanding and I can no longer go through with it.
Yes, I want to break free from this emotional impalement. I can no longer hide behind the tears of a clown. I am in a very confused state, thinking and pondering of what should I do about it. No alcohol or temporary happiness is going to make things go away. I am being judged for who I was, but not for who I am. No one understands my torment and no one can read my inner thoughts. I don't know if I believe in patience anymore, I don't know if I even believe in my own existence in this cruel World, that I walk on.
Adapting to nature is not an easy task, neither is putting on a smile, a mask, to hide from Society. I need an escape, an escape that would let me be a free soul, to do what makes me feel contented in what I do. I was a firm believer of not bowing down to another person's need, but I guess, its not easy being a King. I deserted my own Kingdom which I built from scratch for the happiness of the people around me, but there is no appreciation or gratitude. We all are born with a dream, a goal and I did too. Whatever I have worked for, or the mess I put myself into, as an individual, was never a beneficiary movement for my own gain, but for the people I love. But, look at me now....
If there is God, I would love to meet Him. I would probably even make an offer to Him, in which even He, cannot refuse. To be his slave in service, in return for Freedom from this Filthy Society. - Absinthe Diaries, DiamondFangs, 2012 -
Should I make that change to make others happy, or should I make that decision that would make me happy? I am sick and tired of pain being represented in many forms, in the forms which I wished it did not. To be very honest, I am afraid to stand up for myself now. I feel weak and scared and living in constant fear and threats that would harm me and my life as I go by...
There was never a day which I never wished that things would get better, but I realized, it was only a wishful thinking. Nothing great is going to come out of it, especially when I am accused over and over and over for something I did not even commit. Yes, we all do mistakes. We are only humans, and humans do err. Life is very demanding and I can no longer go through with it.
Yes, I want to break free from this emotional impalement. I can no longer hide behind the tears of a clown. I am in a very confused state, thinking and pondering of what should I do about it. No alcohol or temporary happiness is going to make things go away. I am being judged for who I was, but not for who I am. No one understands my torment and no one can read my inner thoughts. I don't know if I believe in patience anymore, I don't know if I even believe in my own existence in this cruel World, that I walk on.
Adapting to nature is not an easy task, neither is putting on a smile, a mask, to hide from Society. I need an escape, an escape that would let me be a free soul, to do what makes me feel contented in what I do. I was a firm believer of not bowing down to another person's need, but I guess, its not easy being a King. I deserted my own Kingdom which I built from scratch for the happiness of the people around me, but there is no appreciation or gratitude. We all are born with a dream, a goal and I did too. Whatever I have worked for, or the mess I put myself into, as an individual, was never a beneficiary movement for my own gain, but for the people I love. But, look at me now....
If there is God, I would love to meet Him. I would probably even make an offer to Him, in which even He, cannot refuse. To be his slave in service, in return for Freedom from this Filthy Society. - Absinthe Diaries, DiamondFangs, 2012 -
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